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2003 год.
Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I 'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need you to goDon't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back andDon't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't staySometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I 'm in disbelief, I didn't know
Somehow I need to be aloneDon't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back and
Don't stayForget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stayI don't need you anymore, don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away
With no apologiesDon't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just take myself back andDon't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just take myself back and
Don't stay [x3]
When this began
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I live it all out to find,
But I 'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my ownI wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I 've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I 'm close to something real
I wanna find something I 've wanted all along
Somewhere I belongAnd I got nothing to say I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
I was confused
Look at everywhere only to find
It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I What do I have but negativity
Cuz I can't trust no one by the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my ownI wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I 've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I 'm close to something real
I wanna find something I 've wanted all along
Somewhere I belongI will never know myself until I do this on my own
Cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything til' I break away from me
I will break away. I 'll find myself todayI wanna heal, I wanna feel, what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I 've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I 'm close to something real
I wanna find something I 've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I look exactly like what you always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can't pretend that this is they way it will stay, I 'm just
(Lying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend of who you want me to be so
(I 'm lying my way from)You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I 'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is meI remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk for who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretend up a person who was fittin in
And now you think this person really is me and I 'm
(Trying to bend the truth )
'Cuz the more I push the more I 'm pulling away cause I 'm
(Lying my way from)You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I 'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you [x2]
IS ME[x4]
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought what I said would have you running from me
LIKE THIS!You
(Nah, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(Nah, no turning back now)
Let me take me back my life
I 'd rather be all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can see
(Nah, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you [x2]
IS ME
There are just too many
Times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you
And I protect you out of courtesy
To many times that I 've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I 'm not around
You think having the upperhand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I 've had too many stand offs with you
Its about as much as I can stand
So I 'm waiting until the upperhand is mineOne minute you're on top
Next, you're not, watch you drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next, you're not, missed a shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won, and then its all goneSo many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned on what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I 'm not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall
And I 'm counting down the time
'Cause I 've had so many stand offs with you
Its about as much as I can stand
So I 'm waiting until the upperhand is mineOne minute you're on top
Next, you're not, watch you drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next, you're not, missed a shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won, and then its all goneAnd then its all gone [x3]
Now its all gone
I know I 'll never trust a single thing you say
You knew your lies would divide us, but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fallOne minute you're on top
Next, you're not, watch you drop
Making your heart stop
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're on top
Next, you're not, missed a shot
Making you're heart stop
You think you've won, and then its all goneAnd then its all gone [x3]
Now its all gone
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all aloneSomething has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I 've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've playedIf I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the graveIt's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all aloneSometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a pathIf I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the graveJust watching in the sun
All of my helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler to changeIt's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all aloneIt's easier to run
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to go
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints, but I can help the fact, that everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I 'm not
But I 'll be here 'cause you want what I 've gotI can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignoredI am a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
'Cause you don't understand, I do what I can, but sometimes I don't make sense
I am I say what you never wanna say, but I 've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, for once just to hear me out
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I 'm not
But I 'll be here 'cause you want what I 've gotI can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignoredNow
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me, like it or not
Right nowI can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignoredI can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Like nothing I can do will distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me
On display / but didn't
Realize / instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
[It never goes away]Hearing your name / the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I 'd see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away I was
Committing myself to them / and every day I regret saying those things / cause now I see / that I took what I hated and made it a part of me[it never goes away]
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what I 've done
I 've given up a part of me
I 've let myself become youGet away from me
Gimme my space back / you gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I 've kept it in but now I 'm letting you know
I 've let you go
GET AWAY FROM MEI 've let myself become you
I 've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I 've let myself become you
Memories concern
Like opening the wound
I 'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I 'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I 'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I 'm breaking the habit
I 'm breaking the habit tonightCultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I 'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I 'll never be alright
So, I 'm breaking the habit
I 'm breaking the habit tonightI 'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I 'm the one that falls
I 'll never fight again
and this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I 'll never be alright
So, I 'm breaking the habit
I 'm breaking the habit
Breaking the habit tonight
I don't know who to trust
No surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust
And the lies
Trying not to break
But I 'm so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of meI take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear / for the last time
I won't trust myself with youTension is building inside
Steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way
Out of meI won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you
Waste myself on you
You
Yo, peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is how could you ignore it
And drop right back in the cut over basement tracks
Rap stack got you back in the sub black
Rewind that we just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylist division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiving
But in the meantime there are those who wanna talk this and that
So I suppose that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt it goesTried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listeningI got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
And everything left's a waste of time
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more
I 'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something I could set my sights on
Never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years the fear and
Trash talking and the people it was to
And the people that started it just like youTried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listeningI got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Heart full of painTried to give you warning but everyone ignores me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listening
Called to you so clearly but you don't want to hear me
Told you everything loud and clear
But nobody's listeningI got a heart full of pain, head full of stress
Nobody's listening
Head full of anger, held in my chest
Nobody's listening
Uphill struggle
Blood sweat n tears
Nobody's listening
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
Nobody's listeningScratching Conclusion
Cu-coming at you from every side
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like youCan't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can takeI've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like youAnd I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
with someone disappointed in youI've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like youI've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
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