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I was scatterbrained
When I found the time to find
That times are evil
Sick and disjointed
My skin is thick
Thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shellSo you think you have figured me out
A young man lost in his problems
Some problems aren't that easy to solve
And you can't break our code of energyI'm bent out of shape
There is no happy ending
I've come to a point
Where I just don't give a fuck
My skin is thick
Thick and calloused
I'm ready to shed the shell
Ready to shed the shellThe code of energy
Hi
I'm paranoid
Goodbye
I'm in the void
Haunted by insecurity
Bipolar asymmetryOur new vision of passion and obsession
Is planetary ingestion
There is no time for question...
My mind has been shut down
My friends have been let down
What is the reason
There's millions of reasonsSingle me out
Tear off my front
Make me expose what I concealLife is a bullet
The bloodstains prove it
It's tearing through you and me
Not caring about you or meNow I could explain everything
You cursed the fire
Now fuck the flame
What is the reason
There's millions of reasonsBlindfold me now
Spin me around
Picking me up
When I fall downToday I feel blue
My head is in the clouds
Separate me
My soul from my bodyFeeling so lonely
I'm not the only one
Separate me
My soul from my bodyI'm in love with too many things
And I hate every thing
This music is my time
To reel out and rewind
I'll be brutal with truth
I'd rather be honest with my soul
Be the pile of trash
A bum picks through to get a bite to eat
I'm filthy
I'm horny
I'm dirty nasty dirtyI'm strong and fearless
Only 'cause I got rock 'n' roll
I'm knee-deep in our blood
Only 'cause I got rock 'n' rollC'mon
Baby c'mon
Yeah
Baby c'mon
Break itCrazier than I ever was
I'm bloodied up I beat my skull in
Comin' home in a body bag
And I'm ready to die for rock 'n' roll
I can't change the world
I can only change myself
I'm as sharp as a knife
As high as a kite
Demented as the night is longI'm not sheddin' a tear
I'm blowin' some steam
Stuck in between
Living a dreamBaby c'mon
Yes I did it and I'll do it again
It doesn't matter if I am your best friend
I don't think so
You're not that smart
Over and over it breaks my heart
The cycle continues time for your crime
The pain comes back in an ugly design
Her makeup smears
The tears that she cries
Over and over every nightEmotional swords slash my soul
And now the pain takes control
I think about you
I think about me
Think about the way that it used to be
I need a bottle
I need some pills
I need a friend
I need some thrills
A shoulder to cry on a friend to depend on
When life gets roughTime and time again
You think about yourself before you think about me
Time and time again
You think about yourself before you think about meIt's like a fight every single day
It's always easy when you have it your way
Deep in my heart
In the depths of my soul
My selfish ways are out of control
I'm sorry that it comes down to this
I punch through the wall as I break my fist
The makeup smears
Tears that we cry
Over and over every nightYou're so selfish
You're making me want to end this relationship
You're making me want to end thisLoving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Loving ties unwind
Lost time behind
Wish I could see you for one last time
Wish I could say goodbye to you
It's hard to deal with you dying
It's time to say goodbye to youBloody-faced
Kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
I'll let you go
Let me go digging thru myselfI would die for you
I'd walk right thru barbed wireGood luck in your next life
Walk as tall as the trees
Be gentle as spring winds
And have the warmth of summer sunI would die die for you
I'd walk right through barbed wire
I blame myself for your death
It's tearing me apartI would die die for you
Yes I would
Let you go
Let me go digging through myselfBloody-faced
Kissing death
Walking through barbed wire
Here today gone today
Hurry up and wait
I'm never there for you or me
Can't you read the story of our lives
Death to me and life for you
Something isn't right
And I need some space to
Clear my head to think about
My lifeAnd I can't be alone
I just need some space
To clear my head to think about my life
With or without youWe fight it out
We work it out
Give me some time to unwindI must confess
I'm falling apart
Breaking your heart
Crying with you on the phone
We're walking on thin ice
I hope it doesn't breakMile by mile we're farther apart
And it's one empty bottle
And two broken hearts
Night after night we are falling apart
Now it's two broken bottles
And four empty heartsDecompression
Depression period
Fed-up
Tired
Sick and twisted
One-man army
I'm enlisted
Trust yourself trust no one else
Fuck a hero be yourself
I don't need your lousy hand-out
Clinched fists i'll fight my way out
Fighting my way out
Find my way outPeople wake up and sing along
I trust no one
My trust is goneBorn with nothing
Die with everythingIn a daze
These days go by
Faster and faster I speed through life
Now I've got to take control
Of my mental and my physical
Never sheltered from life's hard storms
I was cold but now I am warm
Inside I'm warmSearching and finding the truth inside myself
Inside myselfMy soul was starving
I was born with nothing
I'll die with everything
When I see her eyes look into my eyes
Then I realize that she can see inside my head
So I close my eyes thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
The situation, leds to adjatation if she cut me off
Would this be an amputation?[Chorus:]
I don't know if I care
I'm the jerk, life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not!
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not!Over the past five years I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watch my fingers fly away
And up till this day, she still swings my way
But its sad to say sometimes she says she loves me not
But I hesatate to tell her I hate
This relationship I wanted to date this is over[Chorus]
Life's Not Fair
I'm the jerk!Line for line, ryhme for ryhme
Sometimes I've been writin' all the god damn time
It's makin' me sick
Relationship is gettin' ill
This your stupid man
On the lil, could you feel
What I feel, what's the deal girl
We're tearin' up each others world
We should be in harmony boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
You told me that things wouldn't be this way
I think we should work this out
'Cause all I didn't mean is to scream and shout[Chorus]
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
Life's not fair!
I'm the jerk!
Life's not fair!
She loves me not!
Loves me not!
Blood of my blood
Skin of my skin
A normal human being
Solder and wires
Circuitry
We're far from human beingsHe's sick of his skin
It's time to trade it in
A galaxy of emotions
Your soul is what it costs
We walk the same path
No body could get in our way
Dangerously
We passionately never hesitateKeep the soul
That's control
Now you put in the metalBiological
Spiritual
Electrical
Digital
S.I.D.Willing to make the change
Surrender the flesh and bones
Against the grain
Pushing beyond the limits of ourselves
This body is just a cage
You're dead and you're in a grave
We're losing our minds
That's just fine
Living foreverBleed out my blood
Skin off my skin
Solder the wire
Transformation
Take my body and
Release me from this cage
You can't put a spirit in a graveSingular Indestructible Droid
Bloody-human-robot
This is making me crazy
These black clouds following me
So I look for signs of light
But rarely I see themI return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
I'm losing my will for this
So over emotionalBlack clouds
They rain down but
They can't kill the sunConfession of depression
This life I'm second-guessing
Like ashes to ashes
I always seem to fall down
I'm tired of running
It's time to face my demons
Confession of depression
This life I'm second-guessingMy emotions are storming
And tears fall just like rain
Pain strikes like lightning
Despair is becoming my friendI'm pushing myself to a point of self-destruction
Black clouds
They rain down but
They can't kill the son inside
Human behavior
Peculiar it seems
Some thrive on hate
Some love the dream
Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved
I think I found my purpose
I think I found loveHidden inside myself
Tragedy
Strikes when you least expect itHate and destruction crashed down on our world
The stars and the stripes
The boys and the girls
It's sad it took war just to bring us together
I believe in love
I believe in foreverHidden inside ourselves
You better run
You better run
For your life
For your life
Shed a tear
Shed a tear
Live in fearTragedy day
Tragedy day
Tragedy day
Gouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want toMissy aggravation
Some sacred questions
You stroke my locks
Some marijuana
If you got someGouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want toSleeping on your belly
You break my arms
You spoon my eyes
Been rubbing a bad charm
With holy fingersGouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want toChained to the pillars
A three day party
I break the walls
And kill us all
With holy fingersGouge away
You can gouge away
Stay all day
If you want to
| Слава Антонов © 2002 — August 13, 2008 |
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